Cynthia (csakuras) wrote,
Cynthia
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I don't know if it's because I'm bored or depressed (probably both), but I just...don't feel like doing anything. :/ Since Anime Club is over for the semester, and there's not much to distract myself with, I have more time to be doing schoolwork. But now life just feels...dull. This is a problem. Much of the weekend was spent sleeping and daydreaming. I came up with some new ideas, and attempted to write them down, but then just sighed and went back to bed.

I think I might just be lonely. For the past few days I've been sorta yearning to go out to dinner or a movie with somebody. But of course right now, everyone's busy with finals coming up. Times like this are why I need someone like my mom, who always wants to be outside doing something, and will force me out of the house every once in a while. College has made me more independent and sociable, yes, but it's also harder to get out of my hikikomori phase when I'm over here.

...Well, there was one interesting thing that happened this weekend. On Saturday I went to the library's computer lab to watch the recently leaked Avatar episodes, but little did I know that the place would close at 5 PM. So I only got to watch up to the halfway point of The Boiling Rock Part 2. After that I went to dinner, and came across Justin (a guy from Anime Club) who invited me to sit with him and another guy I've never met before. While eating, I mentioned my problem with the lab, and Justin (being a newly converted fan of Avatar) invited me to his room to watch the episodes on his computer. So that's what we did.

I think that was the first time I've gone into a guy's dorm room alone (as in, I've been in a guy's dorm before to work on a project, but there was also another girl with me at the time). Maybe it would have been a bit scary if I wasn't in such a lethargic mood. But it was nice to be able to sit and watch something new with an acquaintance (I'm still hesitant about categorizing Justin as a friend because he can also be kinda annoying at times, though I am grateful for the invitation). And uh...I don't know how I'm going to conclude this post so I'll just end it here I guess.

EDIT: I will make myself go out and be productive today. I WILL. I really need to. D:
Tags: avatar, college, real life
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