So for the first time in months I sit down with a person and talk during a meal. We have conversation. We talk about school, about clubs, about anime, and I don't know, am I more amicable when I'm half a nervous wreck or something? I don't know. But I think I made a friend, because I ended up giving her my cell number and I'm invited to a GTO marathon this Sunday at her apartment. And of course I want to go, but.....what. Unexpectedly, I have someone who wants to hang out with me. I just....WTF. I've been hoping for something like this for how long, and suddenly it's thrown at me out of nowhere.
I....I don't know. I don't know what to expect from life anymore.
It feels like a day has passed but it's not even halfway over.