Cynthia (csakuras) wrote,

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Many emotional ups and downs

So. After all of that I go back to my dorm to get my laundry done, but this guy, who's been hogging the washers and dryers ALL DAY, still hasn't picked up his laundry. I'm annoyed, and stressed, and just think to hell with it all, I'll go feed myself. I go to Regatta's, sit down to eat when the former secretary of the now non-existant East Asian Club spots me and asks whether I'd like to sit with her.

So for the first time in months I sit down with a person and talk during a meal. We have conversation. We talk about school, about clubs, about anime, and I don't know, am I more amicable when I'm half a nervous wreck or something? I don't know. But I think I made a friend, because I ended up giving her my cell number and I'm invited to a GTO marathon this Sunday at her apartment. And of course I want to go, but.....what. Unexpectedly, I have someone who wants to hang out with me. I just....WTF. I've been hoping for something like this for how long, and suddenly it's thrown at me out of nowhere.

I....I don't know. I don't know what to expect from life anymore.

It feels like a day has passed but it's not even halfway over.

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