July 20th, 2005

Ashita he

What's Been Going On

Ohhh shit I'm falling behind in Chomo. >.< *guilt* And now Kirsten is creating a canon!manga!FMA RPG which I think is awesome, and I just applied for the Epithmo RPG, and and and....TOO MUCH!! I think I'm going to have to drop Squidapeely. Which is totally irresponsible of me, but nothing's going on there anyway, and I don't have time for it. I suck at being a permanent mod, that's all there is to it. I suck.
Well...I'll only announce it if anyone cares. If anyone makes a post wondering what's going on (which only one person has so far). It never got moving before it died.

In other news, I'm still feeling rather antisocial. I'm actually doing more offline things now. I'm getting better though. I've just been in a really weird mood...like last night I didn't feel like doing anything at all, so randomly I picked up my Gameboy Advance and started playing Pokemon again. I haven't played Pokemon for over three years. Naturally, I'm behind on the recent games, but I was content with just my old Japanese Sapphire version.
It was fun. ♥ I got a male Torchic which I named Fawkes (Harry Potter still on the brain >>;) and later caught a Poochyena and named it Grim (I would have named it Sirius except the Poochyena was a female). And then I caught a Shroomish which I named Kino because the Japanese name for Shroomish is Kinokoko and I didn't know its English name until I just looked it up a few hours ago. *deep breath* My dear Kino went and kicked the rock type gym leader's ass all by herself. :D Stun Spore-Leech Seed-Absorb combo hell yeah!! ♥

...When's the FMA movie coming out again? :/

P.S.: I WANT MY ICONS BACK.
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Dreams of a writer

P.P.S.!

YES I WILL GET WORKING ON THE VARIOUS TRANSLATIONS AGAIN ONCE I GET BACK INTO A PRODUCTIVE MOOD AND FINISH CHAPTER 3 WHICH I SHOULD HAVE DONE A WEEK AGO!!! >EE
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    still "Kanashimi no Kizu"
Dreams of a writer

In which I suck some more.

So. I didn't go to Writer's Group last week. That was not my fault. Mom suddenly decided she'd go do something else and she couldn't take me. Nevertheless I was disappointed.

Today, I also didn't go to Writer's Group. Why? Because I couldn't finish Chapter 3 and kept getting distracted, and I stayed home until 8:30 trying to finish it and I STILL couldn't finish it and I have one little part left but I'm not going. I'm not taking it. Because I'm not going to come next week to read just the last few paragraphs of an old chapter, and I'm not satisfied with what I wrote today anyway. Just no. And even if I go now I bet everyone would have finished reading and I'd rather not just sit and talk when I can be editing this chapter.
But I feel horrible because Jessie was telling me of a ballad she was writing yesterday and I wanted to read it, and now I only have three more meetings left before I go to college. THREE.

Right now I'm trying to cheer myself up with the thought that this means I can read part of Chapter 3 AND 4 if I could manage it next week, and that I'm going down to DC tomorrow to finally look at some museums.
But then I see the email from the mailing list saying they're having another Murder Mystery Party- which I've always wanted participate in- and they're doing it in October. I think I'm going to cry.
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