March 1st, 2005


I just don't know...

There are some days where I feel so bored of everything, that even though I want to do something, nothing feels adequate. Those days it feels like the world is suffocating me, and it's neither a good or bad feeling, just...not right.
Today is kinda like that, except everything around me feels more than adequate. The music I've gotten tired of listening to sounds fresh and soothing, and there's so many things I want to do that there's not enough time to do them all. Not to mention I have other, better things to be doing but I can't help but look for an excuse to just not...and I'm at a loss as to what I should be doing.
I don't know, it's weird. It's unexplainable. Writing this is another way to understand it.
  • Current Music
    "Sayonara Solitaire"