August 17th, 2004

Ashita he

ARGH

JUST when I thought the Conan dub was getting better, THIS had to happen. 'HARLEY' IS NOT SUPPOSED TO KNOW ABOUT CONAN'S IDENTITY THIS SOON! HE DOES NOT HAVE ANY CLUE ABOUT THE PAIKAL! STOP CHANGING THINGS!
In a previous post in the Detective Conan community, I had said that though there were minor dialogue changes, all the important stuff was left intact. SO WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED HERE? You do NOT mention Gin and Vodka unless the Black Organization is involved! You do NOT make characters hint at stuff that they are not supposed to know until at least 10 episodes later! You do NOT confuse all the new fans! You do NOT change important facts in a freakin' MYSTERY SHOW!! >
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    "Nazo" from Meitantei Conan
Ashita he

ARGH (Pt. 2)

WHY must I always make a fool of myself? WHEN will I ever learn to take a deep breath and CALM DOWN before ranting and making enemies? Sure, normally I'm not a very expressive person (in real life), but when I let things build up, I can explode- and usually it's over very stupid things.
For example, a while ago I saw this mean, unfair review for Kino's Journey at amazon.com, and got so mad I wrote this long, embarrasing rant/essay at the Kino community. GOD, THAT WAS SO AWFUL. I contradicted myself, acted like I was far more intelligent than I really am, and totally spoiled my whole argument. I deleted it some days afterward because it just wouldn't leave my mind to the point of contemplating leaving the community forever. YES, I have stupid self esteem issues. YES, I can exaggerate things more than needed.
And just last night (er, this morning), I made a HUGE fool of myself over at the Detective Conan community. And here I am cleaning up after myself, trying to make peace with people I may have offended.
WHY, CYNTHIA, WHY?! ><

*sigh* It's funny how getting a LJ has somehow made my faults all the more visible.
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