Cynthia (csakuras) wrote,

  • Mood:

Blah blah blah

Finally, we have good weather, and I am feeling feverish.

There are things I need to buy, such as water and toilet paper, that will be hard to carry back to campus on my own. It's times like these that I wish I had a car and a driver's license and actual knowledge of how to drive a car.

I don't know why I'm turning my cell phone on, even if anyone calls I won't be able to answer it.

Now I'm wondering if it's a good idea to go out at all. It's really not a pretty place outside of campus, and there are hobos and strange people. Other times I could reassure myself by thinking that if anyone tried to kidnap me, I could always scream my head off. Right now, I can't even do that. I'd be taken away with only a few choked gasps.

And um...for reasons I don't want to go into, *insert self-hate here*


EDIT: You know, it really hurts to realize that I can't even communicate with my mom right now unless for some reason she decides to check my journal or the email. I feel really isolated. I want my voice back dammit, and I want to get better.

EDIT 2: Or text messaging. That might work.

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